I'm Such A Cynic

So far i really like my sisters new boyfriend. Judging by my first impression he seems really caring, kind, and easy to get along with. You never know though it could just be the "nice guy act" so i guess we'll see in time if who i met yesterday is who he really is. Yeah that's me the cynic. I always say it's so much better to be prepared for the worst then to go in with a blindfold expecting the best. If your prepared for what might happen then it won't hurt nearly as bad in the end. I guess that's always been my moto and so far so good I've made it through some very rough times in my life because i was prepared.

I'm completely obsessed with books. I go to the book store every weekend. I come out with 7,10 and even 15 books sometimes. They really should stop putting my favorite authors on clearance! I barely have any room for anymore books but you betcha ill be there this weekend and when i walk out ill be carrying my little green tote bag filled to the top with books again.

I've seriously been thinking about writing my own book. I have a story locked away in my head that i think would be perfect. I've always had a wild imagination so i honestly think i would be pretty good at it. Before i even think about writing anything i need to get a laptop!!! I could not sit at this computer in this chair for hours at a time. Princess (my little ankle biter) would be throwing fits the entire time. She hates to be alone so if i come upstairs she barks nonstop the entire time I'm up here until i finally get so annoyed i just drop what I'm doing and go back down stairs with her. I know what your probably thinking "Well can't you bring her upstairs with you?" the answer is NO! She doesn't like being up here so she barks up here to. Can't win with the little furball. Well Luanne Rice is calling my name ;) Enjoy this warm weather!

Summer Dreams

Sometimes i would love nothing more to find a little cottage by the beach and pack up and go stay there for the whole summer. I can imagine it sitting on the porch while the ocean rolls in and reading a book in the warm summer breeze while drinking sweet tea with a lemon wedged on the side of the glass. Memories would be made and peace would be my ultimate goal. I guess you can say i have a wild imagination =)

I'll be watching my nieces this summer so that idea is just what it is an idea that cannot happen. I start June 9th and I'm really excited about it. Staying by the ocean would be wonderful but being with my nieces is even more wonderful. I love those little girls with every part of me I've been watching them both since they were babies and were super close.

I'm really happy and proud of my sister. She split up with her husband awhile ago and since then I've just seen her come back to life little by little. Though it hasn't been a picnic of course splitting up is never easy but she's full of life again and glowing that's something i haven't seen in her since she was a teenager. He took the life right out of her so it's great to have my sister back. She met someone new and he sounds amazing. I'll be meeting him this upcoming weekend and i cannot wait! They're getting a place together and starting over again. I am so happy for her i hope all her dreams come true and she can finally have the love and respect she deserves. Well i have so many things to get done today so i better get off here. Enjoy this beautiful weather!

All My Dreams

My heart is a locket and you have the key.
I gave you my vow for eternity.
My soul is on fire and you are the flame.
I promised i would never leave you,you promised me the same.
My ears are for listening when you feel blue.
I'll always be here to love and care for you.
My baby, my love your everything to me your my hopes and all my dreams.